Having a friend is normal. Having a best friend but you consider as your big sister who always got your back is the thing that I call ORDINARY and awesome and she is my life.

So, she had a problem but I just couldn't help her. yeah, I feel very very very guilty about it. I talk to her mom. Asking how she is doing. I'm afraid she is not doing very well. She can't call me because her dad would kill her if he knows she told me everything. So, she had to hide her phone so that her dad wouldn't know. She once asked her mom to divorce with her dad. But she said , '' sorry .... . mommy tak leyh nak buat ape2. dengan perngai daddy ginim. Mommy sie ugop ko .... nge adek2 tu. Tapi klu daddy toksey wi mommy divorce nge dio gak, mmey mommy tak leyh wak gpo lah. ingat key aritu dio wak gpo kito. ''

We all had a blast on HARI RAYA , right? but she didn't . She doesn't have BAJU RAYA. She bought it the last day of puasa. She didn't wear BAJU RAYA that was expensive as ours.

Before all of this happen, we hang out EVERYDAY at her house. And now , I don't even know where she lives!

JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THIS, my friend.  I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND WILL ALWAYS PRAY AND HOPE FOR THE BEST FOR YOU. WISH I COULD MEET YOU AND SEE THAT SMILE ON YOUR FACE AGAIN. I LOVE YOU!